Since I can remember I have always been overweight. In elementary school, my class went to the nurse's office and the nurse would yell out the weight to the other nurse to record. Grudgingly, loud enough that the entire class could hear. I turned, humiliated, seeing the jaws of the girls I wanted to be accepted by hit the floor and look at me as if I had some sick disease. I hated physical ed in high school. I would go in to the bathroom stalls away from the changing area with the rest of the girls because I was so embarrassed of my body. I remember hearing the girls say how weird it was that I would leave and go change, although I thought I was so sneaky getting in the bathroom stall, pretending I just always needed to go to the restroom or I needed to check my pad because it was that time of the month. The girls stopped buying in to my lies. And I was now a laughing target. I played it off with my friends and just acted like I didn't care. ...